Over the last few months, I have had to make a lot of changes. Not that anyone would notice or changing anything visual. This was all personal. I'm a very soft hearted person. However, I have learned over the years to protect it, with an outwardly strong appearance. Trying not to be sensitive, or cry in front of my opponent and I have done well. In one of my posts about a month go I told you about the process of confronting my manager. I knew this might make it worse, but I had to be true to me. And yes there was backlash, I allowed myself time to be angry and hurt. For the first time in my life, I rose above it with a realization that I was better than what I was served. I again approached it with honor, again one step forward. I don't like to quit before I know I have done everything to improve my person work life.
Next week is a big week. It will be what makes or breaks my job. But I am at peace with it. Why, because I have been the better person. What happens is not from my lack of quality work, but a power hungry, self centered manager. I will stay or leave being the better person. I have always believe that giving your most, and being honorable, is what life is all about. I won't believe I have wasted my time, just placed a bad bet.
Thanks for reading my little blog.
Carol
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